When did this world become so insufferable? So much division and violence and hate. I can’t take it. I had enough of that in my own home growing up, and now I’m forced into this reality with an extremely amplified version of the same thing. And I work this useless job at a filthy, greedy corporation. No free time to even figure out who I am or what I want. No room to live, because I have to pay so much just to exist, let alone try to live. The only people that seem to care about my stupid thoughts are you all…and I don’t know you much at all. I appreciate it a great deal, but I wish the people right in front of me would listen or help me figure things out. They say over and over that you aren’t alone, but they’re wrong. They also say that I need to suck it up. So who’s contradicting themselves? And I am So. Fucking. Tired. I don’t want to waste the energy on such a useless pursuit anymore. And by that I mean life. It’s useless. I don’t understand what I am supposed to be so grateful for. Can’t anyone on the planet help me? Won’t anybody help?