Hello. Lately I’ve been feeling low, but usually I’m worried about something. I have anxiety about a lot of things. What people think about me, my loneliness, my future, and of course the suicidal thoughts. I said in an earlier post that my grades were slipping, but usually I’m an A student. It hasn’t gotten that bad, but it isn’t getting any better. Pretty soon I’m going to have to send college apps and I don’t know how to explain that my depression, which no one knows about, has been ruining my chances into getting into my preferred college. Usually I have tiny panic attacks about getting into my first choice, but lately I’ve kind of stopped caring. A lot of things have been happening and my enthusiasm has just diminished. I just stopped trying in class and just sit there. It doesn’t help that the AP exams are coming up and I am scheduled for like 5 of those and the SAT that exact weekend of the tests. I just have a lot of stuff going on and none of the energy for it. Well that’s my post for the day. Thanks for listening.