GeneralProtected: Crying in bed by whiskered-fish 4/5/2016 written by whiskered-fish 4/5/2016This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:Password: Cryingenoughgoodto dietonightworsewriteyesterday 17 comments 0EmailRelated postsno hope 6/4/2020Well… since this place has become a shit... 6/4/2020That Last Step… 6/4/2020 6/4/2020 6/4/2020someone fuck me up with a brick 6/4/2020Crying 6/4/2020 6/3/2020 6/3/2020 6/3/202017 comments deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 4/5/2016 - 11:33 pmThey say sleep is the cousin of death. I understand how you feel. Log in to Reply deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 4/5/2016 - 11:34 pm*hug* Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/5/2016 - 11:46 pmThanks. Log in to Reply jaybee20 4/5/2016 - 11:42 pmI feel exactly the same whiskers. I’ve been trying to be strong for a while now. I don’t know if I can anymore. All of sudden something creeped over me tonight and I just want to die. I hope you find peace in your sleep. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/5/2016 - 11:45 pmThanks. I hope you find the same.I just don’t want to dream. All my dreams are nightmares now anyways. I just want to feel like I don’t exist. Log in to Reply jaybee20 4/5/2016 - 11:50 pmSame. I feel like a waste. Why am I even here? I don’t matter, I never mattered I will never matter. I hate myself no I despise who I am. I feel like I don’t want to exist as well. The funny thing is, well I guess it’s not so funny is that I’m completely calm. Usually I’m crying or extremely sad but now..I’m, I feel nothing. You feel like that too? Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/5/2016 - 11:58 pmWell, funny you say that. For me it’s the opposite. I hate myself with an unsettling intensity just about every day, and I’m usually pretty darned calm about it. At most, I’ll be angry. But never deeply sad. Never gushing fountains of tears like I am now.I’m so sorry to hear all that, jaybee. I wish things could be different for you. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/6/2016 - 12:01 amIf I go to sleep within the next ten minutes, I should be able to have a dreamless sleep without feeling like crap in the morning. So that’s what I’ll do. Night all. Log in to Reply jaybee20 4/6/2016 - 12:03 amNight Log in to Reply Cordless 4/6/2016 - 12:04 amSleep is good. If you have dreams tonight, I hope they are sweet ones. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/6/2016 - 10:18 amUpdate: had nightmares AND woke up feeling like crap. Incredible. Don’t know why I expected any different. Log in to Reply Cordless 4/7/2016 - 12:45 amI’m sorry to hear that. 🙁 Log in to Reply darkwillow 4/7/2016 - 12:03 amI want to hug you so badly Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/7/2016 - 12:07 amI’m very sorry. 🙁 I wish I didn’t make people sad. Log in to Reply darkwillow 4/7/2016 - 12:10 amYou don’t make me sad, you just worry me. And i feel like you’re such an amazing person Log in to Reply darkwillow 4/7/2016 - 12:12 amYou, chordful, and sportsballs are the only people on here i actually look for posts from and comment on. I think i’ve read basically every post you’ve made on here, since your very first one. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/7/2016 - 12:41 amOh wow. Thanks. Well then I’m sorry I worry you. I wish I could see in me what you do… Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.