To do list:
- Write a book.
- Buy a new package of blades.
- Consider seeing a therapist.
- Buy vitiams
- Go insane.
The blade is finally too dull to do damage. No matter how much you press it does little damage. And I don’t want to get stitches, so best not to press full force. I can’t wait to be re-united with a fresh blade.
(“The kit”
Open Pandoras box
I dare you
Tripple dog dare
I’m laughing
Clueles
Even you
Maybe I’ll turn blue
Screaming thank you
Pathetic
That’s what they are
Trying to save you
When they have no clue
Do you know blue
Tremors
Thrashing
Sway
Just go away
I don’t need you
After all I might turn blue
Words like razors
They say they’re saviors
Bullshit
You’re just another average
Silver spoon
In that room
The taste of metal
Watch me fall like a petal
They still have no clue
Unlike you
Head lights
Wheels holding me tight
Five out of fifty
Isn’t that nifty
Let’s climb that hill
Take some more pills
Drop
Hear me plop
Holding that cinder block
Never to surface
With only one purpose
To see you smile
It’s worth my while
So close the box
Let’s watch the show
They still don’t even know.)
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I hate it when hot people harm themselves. There. I’m the worlds’ most superficial person.
It’s ’cause I feel like “damn, you’ve got it, and then you’re destroying it”.
I hate it when kind people harm themselves
Yeah, that sucks too.
Then again, maybe I shouldn’t hate it. But it hurts me to see that pain. Cutting can be a form of trying to relieve the pain, even though it looks rather painful. (I don’t cut)
I wish those cutters would form an army and cut up the people who deserve it, the razorblade army, it would be called, and the assholes would flee before it.
Oooo yes 🙂 i would love that!!!! kind people don’t need to be cutting themselves! these nasty people are cutting our minds and souls!!! We need to rip these bad people to shreds!!!
@Muspelhem, the Razorblade Army. I’m definitely using that in S3.. That sounds awesome..
that would make a great guild name hehe
Tried googling “s3” and all I got was a phone. Which is not what you were referring to?
thats all i can think of , the phone.
But like, what did you mean? S3 is some game, right?
Oops, sorry PPP. Didn’t even realise it was mindlessgamer619 commenting.
must be. hes a gamerrr
S3 is a story I’ve been working on here.. Should’ve said that earlier… My bad.
I think you should see a therapist and see how that goes
I’m not a fan of off topic comments right now.
Sincerely,
Beau.
Okay I’m sorry, I’ll leave you the fuck alone, Jesus Christ.
Fuck this place.
Sorry for creating an off-topic thread. And for losing my cool.
Do take care.
Hugs
OH… Beaubri. 🙁
I’m so sorry you are in so much pain that the only way to forget it is to create more pain.
I don’t mean that in a smart-ass way; I sincerely wish there wasn’t so much pain in the world.
Thanks cordless. You we’re one of few that I continue to appreciate your words. You’re amazing and always will be. Multiple times you came to my rescue. And I’m forever greatful for it. I love you cordless. Stay strong.
Please keep that dry and clean so it doesn’t get infected.
How are you? Where are you?