When it comes to tasks of any significance, I will always be inadequate. When it comes to intellect, I will always be severely lacking. I am however, skilled in unintentionally feigning adequacy or intelligence. This allows for people to believe that they can rely on me, which is inevitably followed by my inability to meet their expectations. This failure to contribute in any meaningful way to society is one among many reasons that I’ve mandated my own death.
The only expectations you should even consider trying to live up to are your own and I fail my own expectations my friend the only thing you owe anyone is yourself and you owe yourself a chance to be happy
What makes me happy is to be of use to other people and to service them adequately.
You and I are alike I enjoy making people happy I’m not intelligent nor am I good with my hands but I find I am quite funny depending on someone’s personality and the humor they enjoy I urge you to carry on your own path and you will find a way to make others happy by simply being yourself
I can honestly say you’ve already succeed in making me pretty happy my good sir or madam your quick reply shows you actually have interest in what I will say and you are willing to hear me out
My own path? Which facet of me are you referring to? The one that wants to uncover the meaning of genuinely altruism and would be better suited to some sort of occupation akin to priesthood or therapy?
Or do you mean the one that constantly thinks of death and war and never stops seeking ways to become a more efficient combatant and ultimately belongs on the battlefield?
A large part of my problem is that there are many variations of who I am, all of them true to me, yet contradictory. As soon as I settle on one path, there is yet another facet that craves something else.
But to serve someone… That would be ideal. They could make decisions for me and I would dedicate my life to them. Unfortunately, I’m ill-equipped to do even this.
And that would be sir, haha.
Holy shit you remind me of myself and you will not follow a path you will make your own you sound very intriguing and I believe you will have your moments of weakness but if you truly focused on being a more efficient combatant then no matter what as long as there is that little spark driving you to be a better warrior you will make your own light in the darkness and perhaps lead others to light
And I now realize how stupid I sounded I’m sorry it’s three am here allow me to correct myself your path will be ever changing and you will not follow
No, I understand what you’re saying, there’s no need to apologize–especially since I’m quite the perpetrator of typing while tired.