Dearest, dearest MC,
April 1, a year ago, it all changed.
One year ago you felt the fresh air again after 3 agonizing months. And I was there for you in spirit, as I had been all along. But I soon, sadly, discovered “we” were gone.
But on this anniversary I still send you all my love my friend; I send you best wishes. I wish things were different, but I try to trust this is where we should be right now.
Maybe someday… Maybe someday you’ll remember that feeling we shared and have the courage to want to try again.
I hold onto hope; I hold you in love; I hold you in my heart.
I cannot tell you any of this, but I so deeply hope, somehow, your heart and soul can feel it.
I simply cannot accept loving you is “wrong”. There is so little love in the world, and you are so deserved of love. We are both so broken; the only difference is that I’m willing to admit it.
You can push me aside, but I will always be on your side my dear. I will always, always love you.
With a kiss and a genuine loving embrace… Nan