I have officially told her its time to end our friendship. I got tired of chasing after her. She started coming to me for advice about another guy, that hurt more than anything. I did it because I couldnt stand seeing her with another guy. Apparently I dont love her. I dont know.
I am alone now. I have an empty pain now. I am so alone. My parents are here but they are blind to things.
I guess I am saying I am alone even though I have all of you here. I dont know most of you. I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Alec. I am 21 years old but empty inside. I am over life.
I dont know when I will do it but please dont message me or contact me (especially you Ylem)