I don’t know…..

PlzLetGo,

well i don’t really know the facts, but sounds like partly self destruction? i’ve done it myself, if your suicidal you feel the only way you can kill yourself is by driving people away from you, Also it sounds like depression has got a hold of you, once that happens your really screwed, that is possibly the hardest thing to beat, most people don’t even know why they are depressed, because after while it get smothered by feeling bad all the time by day to day life, like the story of two people fighting and hating each other after while they been fighting so long they don’t even know what started it! depression is the same way, next thing you know your asking people what’s wrong with me? looking for the answer, but it’s really simple you can solve it yourself, you need to think back, what started it? THE ROOT CAUSE! Yes it takes a little work to do a self analyses but find out why, and work on fixing it, bad example but lets say you started feeling unattractive a long time ago GAINING WEIGHT! Everyone likes that one! so instead of running your ass off and exercising to lose a few pounds you start eating more, next thing you know your even fatter, the more you get fat the worse you feel, then you really feel hopeless, in that case, stop eating! start exercising and as the pounds start melting away you will feel better and better, because your fixing THE ROOT CAUSE! . what ever the problem is that’s what needs to be fixed. unless you do you will never be happy. Sorry for the sermon. far as relationships go 11 years is a long time, for a lot of people they simply get tired of each other, and need a new start. What ever the problem is you need to fix it, and remember if the problem isn’t you, fixing someone else is even harder most times it can’t be done, they have to fix themselves. OK i hope something i said might help? who know’s! 🙂 that will be $100 🙂 have a nice day and smile!