I am really have a tough time. I have no one around me. Everyday feels like it is a war I am fighting, I am losing. I look around amd there is nothing good in my life. I cant see beauty anymore. Last night I was ready, I had the energy to go and kill myself but I held on for the slight hope something good may happen today. I need something good in my life right now… it needs to be a game changer. If I dont have it by tonight I will kill myself.
For those of you who wanted my name it is Alec.
Enjoy your day.