I’m tired of depression. It is all i know. I have no connection to anything. I want to die. Im tired of wanting to die but constantly living. Im tired of my brain. I’m tired of my loneliness. Im tired of inexplicably having everything i do here moderated. Im tired of having no identity or ability identify with anyone. I’m tired of being ugly. I’m tired of being fat. Im tired of whining. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of breathing. Im tired of annoying you all.
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Your posts are never annoying DeadManLiving. In fact they help out in knowing some one else out there is feeling the same way I do and isn’t afraid to express it. Life can just become a mess so easily, it helps to know we’re not alone in experiencing a version of it less desirable than what we’re led to believe is the ideal, but honest all the same.
do you have skype? if you do pleas tell me whats your username i just want to talk about experiences but in a more personal way… you sound interesting.
I do every time I give out any info i get moderated and while this is my own post i fear I’ll get moderated in the future. All 3 of you are incredibly sweet thank you.
NA645 if you give me your info I’ll contact you
I’m sorry your stuff keeps getting moderated. I’m sorry you have to deal with all of these things, but I agree with headupunderdarkcloud, I can relate to what you’re saying and quite far from annoying me, it helps to know there are people who feel like I do.
I don’t know if I can or should try to say something helpful since I don’t know your situation well and might be really unhelpful. All I can think to say is, treat yourself, do something that might make you feel a little less tired, if you can. Maybe all you can do is have a nice nap, or watch a movie you like, or listen to a song that makes you happy, or one that matches how you feel. And certainly post here if it helps too- you don’t sound whiny or annoying at all. It’s good to hear from you. I hope you feel better.
Hey there bro (still a little miffed that Ihad no clue it was you from before, but anyways),
You aren’t annoying. This is a good place to vent, and you’ll realize that lots of us here feel the same in one or more areas..
You know I love you man, and anytime you wanna talk you can message me. Thanks for being a good friend and bro to me.. I appreciate you, man.