GeneralI’m not doing so well tonight… by claritee 4/2/2016 written by claritee 4/2/2016I think I’m just going to go to sleep. I mean, why stay up and just torture myself with my thoughts? I hate myself. My life. Everything. my lifetonight 15 comments 0EmailRelated postsNot sure about title 5/25/2020 5/24/2020 5/24/2020Acceptance? 5/24/2020Site visitor for 5 years, this is my... 5/24/2020Again 5/24/2020 5/24/2020Window to my soul 5/23/2020all blank 5/23/2020High Hopes 5/23/202015 comments distant.road 4/2/2016 - 11:02 pmI’m sorry. Is there anything you want to talk about? Log in to Reply kupo95 4/2/2016 - 11:05 pmIm sorry to hear that sleeping is good . but if you want to talk im here….. … .. sitting by your bed watching you sleep breathing.. 😉 . Log in to Reply DoubleZero 4/2/2016 - 11:11 pmI’m sorry you’re not doing well. We may not know each other, but if you want to talk, I’m here as well. But try not to go to sleep sad. Watch funny videos on youtube, or cat videos, or maybe a movie that you like? (Tip: I read lots of fanfiction when I go to bed, so my mind doesn’t kill me. I only turn off the computer – or my phone- when I’m sure my pills have made effect and I’m really sleepy) Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:07 amI can’t seem to ever focus on anything lately. I try to read or watch a movie. I end up just in a daze. Nothing satisfies. Log in to Reply DoubleZero 4/3/2016 - 12:14 amIt’s ok, it can happen. I don’t read long fics, only one shots, I never finished them otherwise. When I can’t focus on a movie, I watch horror shorts on youtube. Maybe you can do that as well (or funny clips, whatever floats your boat ;)) And don’t apologize for writing about what bothers/ inspires you. If it’s what on your mind, then we want to know. Always. That’s why we are here. Also, if you want to talk about problematic exes, I’m all ears. Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:05 amI just wrote a letter to my ex and I feel so much better.BTW, I’m so sorry. About 90% of the shit I write here is about my fucking ex.I’m really sorry, you guys must be tired of seeing the same old crap from me. Log in to Reply kupo95 4/3/2016 - 12:08 amNo im tired I love its like reality show what gonna happen next kinda thing so dont apologize. Did you feel like you got everything off your chest in the letter? Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:15 amI did, that’s why I feel relief. We talked a few days ago and we decided to not be friends right now, but he’s still talking to me as if he wants to be my friend. It’s hard because how can I ever get over him? It makes me wish we were more. It’s a miserable feeling. In the letter I explained everything, why it hurts so much and I told him that we can never talk again. This makes me feel better. I’m afraid to actually send it to him though. I really should. It’s just the finality of it… Log in to Reply kupo95 4/3/2016 - 12:22 amIdk about sending it I say send it but also say no because you will overwhelming regert but you have nothing to regret. Send it Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:06 amCan I ask you guys something though….Is there a name for someone that gets hysterical… then calms down? I’ve been feeling as if I lose absolute control and then I exhaust myself and calm down. I haven’t been formally diagnosed with anything. Log in to Reply kupo95 4/3/2016 - 12:13 amUh yes there is being human with emotions syndrome Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:15 amlol ok Log in to Reply DoubleZero 4/3/2016 - 12:16 amMaybe you’re just way too stressed and can’t control your reactions very well, but it’s really normal. You don’t need to be sick to have outbursts. Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:59 amyeah you’re probably right Log in to Reply claritee 4/3/2016 - 12:08 amI make rash decisions and just fly off the handle and later regret it. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.