The depressions coming back again. It’s been almost a mouth and a half maybe since I’ve noticed it but I feel even more fucked up. My heads going crazy and I just feel like i’m drowning.
I have suicidal thoughts regularly but at least I have ideas for what I want my future to be like which is probably why i’m still living. I also feel like I may have bipolar but i’m not a doctor so I wouldn’t know. It almost feels good, but I also just feel even more fucked up altogether.
The thoughts in my head are going crazy. I have been drawing for the past 3 days and I just want to do this forever. I go back to school next week since it’s autumn break and it makes my head sore just thinking about it. I kinda just want to drop out of school to be honest.