Wow the last time I posted on here I was 14! I’m now 18 and I can’t really say that things are better. Well since 14 I’ve attempted suicide 2 and cut myself on numerous occasions.
Heres my story I’ve been with my current partner for 14 months and it hasn’t been the greatest at all. He severely bashes me and makes me feel like nothing. He never trusts me and always calls me names I don’t feel loved or safe. I live with him at his parents place with his brother and sister also and they never seem to do anything when they hear me scream. I feel so alone and so trapped, I’ve tried leaving on many occasions but when I try he just beats me more and more and locks me up in our room. I don’t know what to do anymore all I ever think about it killing myself and ending this once and for all. He blames me everytime he hurts me saying that it’s my fault, I’m actually starting to believe it is.
I I just need someone to talk to I’m in it on my own.