Just keep swimming just keep swimming….what do you?..you swim… Your always in my prayers and Im glad your fighting just dont give in to the darkness so quickly when it comes a knocking …pretend you not home. Hope the rest of you day ,evening , night goes well.
I’m praying for you. Everyone here is equally important. I’m glad it was a good day for the most part. That’s really good. Having success at keeping things together is great to hear. Sometimes the fall from a high can be pretty intense. You seem to be moving forward really well. If there’s a rough fall, keep the momentum going. Determination is an important asset to have.
Thank you. I sincerely appreciate the confidence you have in me. Determination is not really my strong suit. Even when I tried to off myself two weeks ago, I gave up after I couldn’t find the knife I’d misplaced. (I’ve relocated it since, but, as these things tend to happen, I’ve now lost my nerve.) But I’m trying to recognized the ways in which I unconsciously sabotage myself, and hopefully if I can work past those things, then my tendency towards…er..what’s the word…vacillation, that’s it…will change. Gradually, of course.
I’ll pray for you, as well. I think it’s good that you acknowledge that the path is rough and that somedays will be better than others, and that you don’t take your good days for granted, but try and enjoy them a little more. I’m glad you’re fighting, even when there’s so much to fight against. The battles are tiresome, but the good days are worth it, right? Keep up the fight!
Thanks for your prayers. And even more, for appreciating that I’m still here. That makes fighting easier. Even though I (should) already know that lots of people appreciate my existence, even if they don’t verbalize it too often.
Holy geez that is like the exact same thoughts i have! Its crazy how you’re trying to keep your mind in a steady place when all hell is breaking loose. Keeping everything okay and content through thoughts because in reality, our thoughts are the ones that are destroying us. not our families or experiences. We are responsible for ourselves. And no matter what changes in our lives, our thoughts will be attacking us the entire time.
There are a lot of buddhist practices that focus on the mind. I try to work on them as best as i can.
Thanks for the reassurance, man. I sincerely wish that I could’ve given you a much more in depth response, but I’m nodding off here, cause where I am, it’s 2 AM. So I’m very sorry. But we have each other’s email addresses. So the we can pick this conversation up again when I wake. 🙂
Best wishes men.
Just seeing you post cheers me up. I don’t what it is about you. Probably the username. But I always crack a smile. Keep on fighting.. you’re doing a better job at being positive than I am. I can say we’re taking the same approach though, by trying to FORCE optimism on ourselves.
Aww, thanks man. And I believe in you. It may seem like I’m doing better, but everyone has their own pace and their own way of recovery, so keep going.
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Just keep swimming just keep swimming….what do you?..you swim… Your always in my prayers and Im glad your fighting just dont give in to the darkness so quickly when it comes a knocking …pretend you not home. Hope the rest of you day ,evening , night goes well.
Haha. Pretend you’re not home. That’s some good advice Kupo, thank you. I will keep that in mind.
I’m praying for you. Everyone here is equally important. I’m glad it was a good day for the most part. That’s really good. Having success at keeping things together is great to hear. Sometimes the fall from a high can be pretty intense. You seem to be moving forward really well. If there’s a rough fall, keep the momentum going. Determination is an important asset to have.
Thank you. I sincerely appreciate the confidence you have in me. Determination is not really my strong suit. Even when I tried to off myself two weeks ago, I gave up after I couldn’t find the knife I’d misplaced. (I’ve relocated it since, but, as these things tend to happen, I’ve now lost my nerve.) But I’m trying to recognized the ways in which I unconsciously sabotage myself, and hopefully if I can work past those things, then my tendency towards…er..what’s the word…vacillation, that’s it…will change. Gradually, of course.
I’ll pray for you, as well. I think it’s good that you acknowledge that the path is rough and that somedays will be better than others, and that you don’t take your good days for granted, but try and enjoy them a little more. I’m glad you’re fighting, even when there’s so much to fight against. The battles are tiresome, but the good days are worth it, right? Keep up the fight!
Thanks for your prayers. And even more, for appreciating that I’m still here. That makes fighting easier. Even though I (should) already know that lots of people appreciate my existence, even if they don’t verbalize it too often.
Whenever you need a reminder that people care, reach out to me. I’ll keep you in my prayers for a couple of days, if that’s ok with you. *Hugs*
Of course it is. Thanks, DoubleZero. 🙂
Holy geez that is like the exact same thoughts i have! Its crazy how you’re trying to keep your mind in a steady place when all hell is breaking loose. Keeping everything okay and content through thoughts because in reality, our thoughts are the ones that are destroying us. not our families or experiences. We are responsible for ourselves. And no matter what changes in our lives, our thoughts will be attacking us the entire time.
There are a lot of buddhist practices that focus on the mind. I try to work on them as best as i can.
You’ll be okay Kat. We’re all here for you
Thanks for the reassurance, man. I sincerely wish that I could’ve given you a much more in depth response, but I’m nodding off here, cause where I am, it’s 2 AM. So I’m very sorry. But we have each other’s email addresses. So the we can pick this conversation up again when I wake. 🙂
Best wishes men.
Hey hey, Kat Fish. You’re in my thoughts tonight. Hope things go well for you for the next few days. Love ya.
Thanks, man. I hope the best for you, too.
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I am keeping you in my thoughts 🙂
Thanks, Triple P. 😉
Just seeing you post cheers me up. I don’t what it is about you. Probably the username. But I always crack a smile. Keep on fighting.. you’re doing a better job at being positive than I am. I can say we’re taking the same approach though, by trying to FORCE optimism on ourselves.
Aww, thanks man. And I believe in you. It may seem like I’m doing better, but everyone has their own pace and their own way of recovery, so keep going.