GeneralLost by Lost_in_Aotearoa 4/21/2016 written by Lost_in_Aotearoa 4/21/2016Everything in my life is gone. My partner, my friends and my work. Life is not really worth living. I feel so much pain, anxiety and will not living. I feel the end is near. I had it all and lost it all. life islivingLostmy lifepainworkworth 4 comments 0EmailRelated postsjust a no one 4/4/2020It keeps coming back, and it will not... 4/4/2020Liability 4/4/2020Managing Despair? 4/4/2020“Why don’t you talk?” “You don’t talk much... 4/4/2020goldfeesh in the traysh 4/4/2020decisions 4/4/2020The State of Affairs 4/4/2020deathwish 4/4/2020 Apathy. 4/4/20204 comments gkks 4/21/2016 - 4:14 amI see you are new here. I am new as well. It is a good place to share your thoughts. I only thing I can tell you is that there is always hope. Maybe someone in here can tell you something more. Log in to Reply October_rain 4/21/2016 - 6:21 amCan you rebuild? Log in to Reply soulsister 4/21/2016 - 8:03 amHi lost in Aotearoa I’m lost in Aotearoa too lol i got no partner, friends or a job either. So yeah kiaora my mate. 🙂 Log in to Reply the moonchild 4/21/2016 - 9:14 amMy world collapsed three years ago, and I had to go to a mental hospital for a month because I was clearly insane. I was obsessed by the idea of dying before my 18 th birthday. Today, I’m 19 and for nearly 6 months I almost never see a psychiatrist and even if it is still very difficult for me, I manage to take care of myself and not relying on anyone. I also lost my boyfriend and I will most likely fail my first year highschool, and members of my family died. Nothing in my life has got better, but guess what, strangely enough I did get better ! I’m still suicidal from time to time and I’m not a very happy person, but I started to accept who I was and to have a little self estime and this made my life bearable. I think that’s kind of step 1 out of it. I guess there are dozens more to travel in order to have a successful life. But still, never give up and try to be patient and gentle toward yourself. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.