Love yourself, be kind.
Edit: I thought about writing a lot about how I feel but I don’t think I could say it any better than a painting and a song.
The sky was amazing this morning.
This heals me. One painting at a time. Thank you for listening and viewing this.
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it’s lovely. i’m glad you’re healing.
Yes thank you. Tonight has gone a long way to quashing the paranoia and anger. I feel about 78% better than I did last night and I’m not even drinking. Always a good thing. thank you for visiting my post and commenting.
So pretty, Its not very often I see a morning sky anymore :-s I go bed just before it gets light and get up when dark.
I used to be a dedicated third shift worker. I loved it. Thank you for looking. I’m venturing out to socialize tonight with folks here after a self imposed paranoid fest. How is your night going Ant1983?
I’ve never had a night job, other then composing lol I have to do that at night, never been any good at it in the day, But I can imagine it to be more enjoyable then a day job. It’s Just so much more peaceful at night tis my best time. When the rest of the world settles down for the night, I’m usually just coming alive.
You are very welcome, I don’t always comment but I do always have a look at your work. I think you are a wonderful artist!! always keep it up :0)
I hope you enjoy it, are you going anywhere nice? I didn’t get up till 7:30p.m 😮 I just nipped out for smokes, drink and something for dinner, watched a bit of telly and now moved to the computer really… It’s all go lol 😉
I am thinking about my next painting. Listening to music. Wondering if tomorrow will be nice enough to go outside and take some pics to use for paintings later.
I listen to your music. I really like your compositions. I love music and rarely unplug. I’d be dead if not for music and drawing.
That sounds a great idea!! My idea of a nice day is rain, thunder and storms lol.
That’s very sweet of you, thank you. I am very much the same, if I’m not writing then I am always listening to others.
Do you know of the artist Mear One? his work is very dark and usually always relating to conspiracies… I love his work!! I composed a piece and made a slid show for him last month.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYAclK_XCds
I”m crashing, I’m going to check that out tomorrow morning. Thanks for posting it.
Welcome 🙂
@ant: man that is some good stuff there. Really powerful artwork. When I initially put on the music I thought…hmmm this is really heavy handed and wasn’t sure I liked it then I looked at the pictures and thought, okay he nailed this. The heaviness of the music and the repetitiveness of the rhythm dovetailed nicely with the slideshow. Thank you for taking the time to share this.
I’ve actually been using one of your paintings as my wallpaper for my laptop I find your art style very calming.
I hope that’s not weird lol
No not weird at all. Im glad it gives you some peace. I actually posted early today asking if I could color in your avatar pic but took it back down in a fit of paranoia and shame. I am forcing myself to socialize tonight to get past this awful mind block I have about talking to folks here. Thank you for the compliment.
I actually just deleted that post as I wasn’t happy with how I worded it. And it would be really awesome if you did color it in but I don’t think I have the pic anymore haha
don’t need it. I’ll just use your avatar. Thank you.
This was such a beautiful and relaxing painting same for the song thank you very much for posting.
Hi themadness. There are so many new people here I haven’t met. how is your night going? I’m glad I could give you a little peace today. When I was walking across the parking lot to work I looked up and thought “oh look at that, all those colors” Then I thought to myself, This sky is like the sad people at SP, people view them as all the same. Sad, Grey, depressed, suicidal, but actually there is so much color there, so many beautiful colors. Like the sky this morning. People were commenting about how grey it was outside, but I didn’t see grey, I saw so many beautiful colors. People just don’t look, they don’t look at the subtleties of color in the plainest things. I thought to myself “I need to paint this and post it”.
Sorry, I didn’t reply right away. My night was going good by the way. That was quite an eventful morning you had. I see and yes true that’s how we are seen but we are much more than what people think we are on the inside. And no way you drew that yourself????!!!! You are quite an artist I’m honored to see such a work of art it’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen before truly a beautiful masterpiece.
Wow thank you themadness. Yes that is a HDS original. I work from photographs because I can’t tote my computer around and plop down in front of what I need to paint. So I take a bunch of pics to remember the moment then paint later using my computer and a paint tablet. Thank you for the compliment. I’m glad you had a good night last night. I’m going to force myself to have a good day today.
I haven’t been around for some time (again), but I want to tell you (again), that you art is beautiful! Thank you for sharing such beauty with us.
Hi Mato, thank you. I’ve been hiding as well, sometimes we all need to just breath and think. Or drink. I didn’t drink. Much.
Breathing is good.
Thinking, also.
(Usually.)
No thinking = bad. very bad. Breathing = good. Drinking = bad. Painting = good.
Is drinking still bad if it keeps you from thinking?
I’m not sure I could paint and breathe at the same time.
I think my brain is angry with me since it wants to leave my head. Well, at least I think so, since the pressure causing my headache has to have a reason. And I had just (or as much as?) one bottle of wine! Damn, I have to either not drink again or start drinking regularly to build up some endurance. But drinking is a costly hobby and I don’t like drinking. So I’m destined to have these occasional fights inside my skull and the pressure build ups.
Aaaand also, there is a little unfunny joke at my place my brother once upon a time told me, it goes something like this:
A man was thinking. He thought out a cart. He learned that the cart must be pushed. He learned that pushing a cart hurts. He learned that thinking hurts. He stopped thinking. 🙂
You might be a tetrachromat, which would mean you have the ability to see more colors than most people.
https : // en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetrachromacy
Hu. I’ve heard of this but never thought about it applying to me in any way. I just see the colors and paint them. Thank you for sharing that. It would explain why I am seeing all these colors that the lady next to me isn’t. I stopped talking about it years ago because folks look at me like I’m on acid.