Running out of Steam

Hello.  I think I’m running out of steam.  I just don’t really care anymore.  It’s a hassle to get up in the morning, I stopped talking to a lot of people,  my grades are starting to slip (yes I’m in high school), my teachers and other students are getting visibly frustrated when dealing with me.  I just don’t really care anymore.  I try my best to put up this front that I’m fine, but I’m starting to lose motivation for that too.  It’s starting to show, and I can’t afford another freak out and get sent back to therapy.  I’m tired.  And I feel shitty complaining about this when I’ve seen other people struggle so hard on this site.  My problems are infinitely small compared to some of your guys’ problems.  But yet I still feel miserable.  Even when typing this post I’m struggling to maintain focus.     I just don’t really care anymore.  A couple of days ago I had a major freak out (I was able hide from my parents when this was happening) and that prompted me to sign up.  Now I feel just low.  Sorry for subjecting you guys to my bullshit.  And sorry to all the others who are having a tougher time than me.