i am so sick and tired of living this fucking life… I am just a waste of space and time in this IDIOTIC world… I am an introvert and i hate the all people who are hypocrites that live only their lives in such a way (self image, dressing, hairstyle, money and materials appearance) so that they can accepted and liked by other people. Yes i am a short and an unattractive person and so i don’t have any chance out there but let me tell you what, i DON’T GIVE A FUCK since i hate those guy more than i hate myself.
I fucking tired of seeing such people so a very a locked myself in my room spending all my day behind this fucking screen so that i don’t have to communicate with any of them. And because the MAJORITY of people find this weird of staying away from the outside world (e.g nightlife entertainment e.t.c) you are also consider weird. I don’t give a fuck about anyone of them…but if you don’t meeting up with other people then your life sucks since you will be unable to find a job or a girl and you are force to stay a lonely guy waiting a nice opportunity to die!
Honestly, that’s how i see how life works. Everything that you do in life has to be accepted by others or you should do what the others are doing… YOU LIVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE FOR OTHERS AND NOT FOR YOURSELF.
I have no patience with people anymore, i don’t want to speak to no one and waste my time with idiots. I want no-one to know me anymore.
So to end this, let me just say that i hate being a part of the world and i have to admit that this life is not for anyone…some of you will NEVER understand this because you are a part of this whole system where you got lucky once you were born and became someone with the minimum requirements that this ”majority of the people” has place (good appearance,fancy or interesting life, social). So the rest of us are leftovers who are forced to live a stressful and depressive lives with no ambitions and no love and wandering all day where this life is leading me to…or IS IT WORTH LIVING THIS SHIT?
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I hear you flatliner. I’m an introvert too. It’s ok to want to be alone. I know people mostly suck. You are not alone. I get it and I think some others here do too. I was about to add my own post so maybe it will give you some sense of being understood.
I Agreed everything and not because just you said Those things Are Stuck In My Minds.. When I’m Looking People I don’t Know Why but i just Hate them Not Because They Doing something to me But Somehow i don’t want to be part of people who living Like You described.. it more like we have all plans and since we born we going on that.. nothing changes and i’m already sick with this World..
one day i was walking in street and somehow i realized that i don’t mean anything but just emptiness.. don’t i? i tried many times to get close to people but so? Place where i’m living %90 of them Are Drowning in selfishness and showing up people what they have.. and everywhere only thing i see is sarcasm… Fake Smiles.. They showing us they care but they never ever do in real.. i’m realistic and not someone who tells himself everything’s fine.. i just want to escape from this world..
This is who i am… if anyone Wants to judge me go ahead.. i had friends long time ago but those days gone and i’ll never able to find people and even nobody’ll replace to them.. everything’s over who gonna say something? I Know here’re people who just Checking posts and authors and Rating them how popular they’re or not.. and giving people fake supports..