Its been a while since I have smiled and actually meant it. It had been so long since I smiled, it hurt to smile for at least 10 seconds. Now my face hurts. It feels great to smile, but now it hurts. I’ve missed smiling, and laughing. It felt like I was actually alive for once. Why don’t I smile anymore, oh right, because there is nothing worth a smile for. But today it happened. But by tomorrow it’s back to how it was before.
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Well, what made you smile today? If nothing is worth smiling for, then why did you do it today?
I recommend that you try really hard and think about what make you smile, and write down a list. So when you feel like smiling, you know what to look for.
Me, for example, well, I don’t smile much. Not lately. Yesterday a little girl on the street was looking at me, and I tried to smile at her and I couldn’t. That made me feel awful, like I have reached a new level of broken. But a few minutes later I saw a cute dog, and I smiled. Weird, I know. i wasn’t even trying, I just smiled. So I made a mental note to remember that I can smile.
I’m sure you’ll find reasons to smile as well. If not, please, search for gifs or videos of Misha Collins smiling. I swear, his smile is the most contagious thing in the world.
Double zero I should hire you as institutionalised …like when feeling down you will pop up out of nowhere and say somthing good and i can go on with my day.
Inspirationallist* sorry my bad
Well, I’m really flattered, but you don’t need to hire me. Just contact me and I’ll do my best to cheer you up.
First a smile, then a laugh… 🙂
The Latin word for smile and laugh is the same. It’s Ridere and It’s where the word ridiculous comes from.
Hey, a fellow Latin nerd! I am not alone! 🙂
Smiling is ridiculous
Hi Kat, Yay! I’m sure many people here are thinking of you so you are never alone in thought.
Aww, thanks man. And yeah, I hope so. (About that second part, anyway, I’m sure of the first.)
@ PPP Lol, well played.