diagnosed with Stage III breast cancer…had surgery, breast removed…still got the other…wish they had removed both…no reconstruction for two years…fuck…insurance won’t cover removal of non cancerous breast…the only luck is that I wasn’t intending on living so refused chemo and radiation…waiting for it to metastasize…brain or lung will do….at least I don’t have to kill myself by any other means…do I really want to do it….I ask myself every morning…yes…there’s nothing left and I’m tired of struggling and battling…selfish maybe…but if I don’t contribute to life why prolong it…
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there is nothing selfish in what you wrote. everyone has their limits and everyone deserves peace.
Oh my I really hope you’re not in too much pain I lost my grandmother to cancer she refused treatment as well but she passed away in her sleep I hope you are not constantly feeling pain
Hey, I’m sorry to hear. I also have a cancer I’m not going to treat with traditional medicine. I’ve been changing my diet to something called RAVE diet, which means; no Refined foods, no Animal products, no Vegetable oils or any kind of oils, and no Exceptions no cheating. I also looked into healing with cannabis or marijuana. Check out Rick Simpson oil, which is made with marijuana. Of course then there’s always the Peaceful Pill website. Hang in, hold on.
I don’t know if it’s the right thing to say but i’m happy for you . I can’t say i know what you been through or that i know your pain but for so many years i wished for a way out and i always told myself that people with diseases like cancer don’t know how to appreciate their gift you know ? everyone deserves peace . You can’t say you didn’t tried your best , you tried to be happy , to live but .. everyone deserves to have an end . I hope you’re not in pain and that you’ll find peace .