So I know I want to be done, I just can’t go on anymore, but I’ve been stuck on the best way to go through with it.
First thought was just a knife stab to the chest. But that’d be very painful, and to increase likelihood of success is have to remove the knife post-stab, which I just don’t know how that would go down.
Then I thought about gas. Helium or ********. Wearing one of the nose/mouth masks carpenters wear, sticking a tube in it with duct tape eliminating gaps with the hose attached to a tank of helium/********.
Would this work?
But, at least tell us the reason behind your suicide. We are here to help you..
The woman I planned the rest of my life with left me. We had so much planned together; our future was together. Even forgetting about all our past together, all the memories and moments together, it was our future together that we were most excited for. This isn’t just heart break. Every where I look I see her, everything I hear I hear her. There hasn’t been a minute that’s gone by that she wasn’t on my mind since the day I met her- and it hasn’t changed. I’m now constantly having panic attacks, anxiety attacks, I’m hyperventilating, twitching and shaking. I can’t eat, sleep, or think straight. Every night I dream of her, us together. Happy and together, just like we were and planned to be. Everything she’s said runs across my mind. “I belong with you, you belong with me. Period.” she’d always say. I just can’t go on without her. I don’t care how pathetic I sound- if I’m not gonna be with her I don’t want to be on this earth anymore. She was and is my world. Without her, I want no part of it
You don’t pathetic at all. I’ve been there. I know how much it pains. Just give it some time before you make any decisions.
Dude, I can totally understand you. Believe me, things are gonna be alright. It may take some time to take you to the normal state. Give “time” some time.
Your anxiety is making you think that you’re pathetic. But you are not pathetic at all!
Just try to be patient and try to accept the bitterness of life.
I know it’s very hard, but why not give it a try.
I know, we all know, that life sucks! It just sucks a lot!!
However, the only thing we can do is to accept whatever is happening with us.