So if you follow my posts then you know that I have very severe self harm scars on my arm and that they are a great source of stress in my life. I’ve been working on covering them with makeup and even though they are still visible they don’t look quite so bad. I’ve been doing my best to heal them and help their appearance. It’s been almost a year since I last cut.
I’ve always been terrified of friends or boys I like seeing them. I decided tomorrow I’m going to go out without covered for the first time in a year.I will probably wear long sleeves or bring a jacket in case I get uncomfortable and want to cover them, but I’ve decided I don’t want to be so ashamed anymore. I’ve decided if people in my look down on me for having these scars then they’re not people I need in my life. This is very hard for me, but I know it’s something I need to do. Wish me luck.