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Well I gave it a go

by fitzgerald

Suicide mission resume. I took my last shot at a bearable miserable existence and missed. I can get out of here now.

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saudade07 4/14/2016 - 5:01 pm

i will assume the job thing didn’t work out.

you once mentioned fear was holding you back from dying. i take it that is no longer the case.

fitzgerald 4/14/2016 - 5:15 pm

No it didn’t. Having this last glimmer of what it might be like to stay made me realize I just can’t. It feels wrong.

Now that I have no means to care for myself I think I can go. I don’t really feel scared anymore.

whiskered-fish 4/14/2016 - 5:33 pm

Now as in today?

fitzgerald 4/14/2016 - 5:56 pm

Once the weekend is over. I’d hate to do it on someone’s birthday.

whiskered-fish 4/14/2016 - 6:16 pm

Who’s birthday is it?

fitzgerald 4/15/2016 - 11:52 am

My grandmother’s. If I actually follow through this time, this weekend could be the last time I see all my family together. I think that might help wrap things up.

PhantomCitizen43 4/14/2016 - 5:53 pm

Im sorry to hear that life has gone this way for you.

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