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Whats wrong with me?

by secret me

I feel like shit. I went out on a date with a man 13 years older than me and all he wanted to do was touch me and kiss me. I didnt let him, as a matter of fact I walked away from him and went home. He treated me like an object. Anyway, I come home and my sister tells me “please dont get upset but our sister in law was flirting with your ex fiance”. I didnt say much i just brushed it off. but my ex fiance was my first love, and i have always loved him till this day and its been 5 years since we broke up. I had never again found a connection or loved anyone as much as i loved him. Im an unlucky person- things just keep pilling up with disappointments in my life. I feel like a total loser. Every single day i get bad news about my health, my friends, and family and my education. if there is a god doesnt he see that thats enough of what ever punishment im getting for what ever reason. Im actually afraid of myself because i know that im going to kill myself. and i hope i do it before i become a complete failure. Im just really upset and i dont know what to do any more. No one hears me. No one see’s me. Im not happy and im always in pain emotionally. im ugly and stupid. I just wanted to be happy and i just wanted to have someone care for me but maybe im just not meant to be here at all. Im crying out for help and no one ever answers back…. me

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kupo95 4/4/2016 - 12:54 am

Hey I see you wanna talk?

Mr Angry-mosta tha time 4/4/2016 - 12:55 am

Hey we’re here, I’m here, please talk if you want or need to, I’m listening.

Some might say “you shouldn’t date a man much older than you”. But that doesnt really matter, what does is whether he is good for you, and it sounds like you made the right choice by walking out of there. Finding good connections with people is hard, but you cant be too discouraged or you’ll be dooming yourself.

Any time you wanna talk my email is in profile any time okay

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