I’m wide awake. I’d rather be asleep but I’m having horrible allergies today. Spent a lot of time outside and the trees are greening up and flowering and I’m getting crazy spring allergies. Even with medication. I spent my outside time working on one of my gardens, this year I want to have two, one just for flowers and plants, the other for vegetables, fruits and herbs. I planted two hydrangeas and moved a bunch of plants to a different area. I don’t really have that much garden space so I have to be creative. I am so alive when I work outside in the dirt and warm air. My depression is not as bad this time of year, it lifts for a few months so I really need to take advantage of this. This year I want to learn how to make jam and pickles. I have seen these little garden journals before and maybe this will be the year I use one. It would be good for referencing in the following years, what worked, what didn’t. How the plants did. Last year my pepper plants all were destroyed by some creature. I wage war on the squirrels defending my sunflowers. This year I will win. Gonna have to get these allergies under control first. Time to go back to two daily meds and benadryl as needed.