so today I woke up and wondered why should I …nothing for me to do I’m not making any money today I’m gonna cook and clean and get fuck so, I’m upset.. so when my great husband *sarcastically said * ask why I’m so upset I said do I have any reason to be happy… he said * now this was fucking rich * “try harder I’m not happy either i have no car no money you need to WORK HARDER so wipe that look off your face” I can’t even be upset when I want to how can I not be fake with them but not the real me…..I still ended up crying myself to sleep last night Again …..so today I cut work harder into my thigh It might help … not…. but it the first thing that came to my mind when he said it …….so work harder because the last two days of being in snow and rain or the Cold was no work at all I’m just not trying hard enough or working Hard enough…the mother fucker is at the fucking casino…….
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hi, kupo95…. I wanted you to know that I read your post. I’m sorry things continue to be rough for you.
@distant.road HI thanks for commenting and for reading
It would definitely frustrate me if someone told me I just needed to “work harder” when I’m already at the breaking point.
There are so many people who are clueless about the reality of depression.
And also clueless about how they can make it worse.
@cordless 100% he was mad at me tho so life is good……. all in order it is *yoda voice *
I’m impressed with your self-control. If a family member said that to me I would probably cuss them out and then not speak to them for quite a while.