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by NicoleK

I think I’ve finally decided suicide is the only option for me. It used to be one of a few, but those seem to have disappeared. I just can’t take it anymore. I am exhausted and at my threshold of pain and bullshit. I’d do it tomorrow if I had enough pills. I will have to wait for a refill. Time to plan and get things in order.

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justscribbles 5/16/2016 - 2:25 am

I hope you recover from exhaustion. Life has it’s ups and downs. I enjoyed the music you posted here, you’re quite talented. I’m sure you’ve got more to share.

NicoleK 5/16/2016 - 2:54 am

Thanks. I hope that I can recover by the time I have things ready to go. I just can’t take it anymore. It’s like, I need help, but nothing works, and people get sick of you, ya know? I want to connect with others but can’t. The exhaustion just makes the pain seem worse.

Devils_Advocate 5/16/2016 - 3:41 am

You can connect with people here you know, everyone is going through some shit or the other

justscribbles 5/16/2016 - 3:23 am

People turn away from those who they aren’t familiar with. When you need help, they ask why can’t you just be happy, as if it’s your fault, and they turn away. They don’t understand what it’s like. If it helps I’m here to listen.

You’re strong. Give it a chance. Life’s downs have an end and then ups are just around the corner. There were times in my life I wanted and needed to die so badly. They come and go, like the seasons…

You’ve probably know this already. Those pills will just make you terribly sick leaving you worse off when you awake.

Ant 5/20/2016 - 12:32 am

Hope you are alright Nicole, Still been listening to your “Window-Shopping” piece. I really love it!! :0)

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