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Can’t stay still

by J Doe

Hello. I have less than 1 week left in school.  I can’t seem to stay still.  Going to a place full of people like school is agony.  I hate it.  I got to get away.  I can’t stay still.  Every time I look around, I see people having a great time and spending it with others.  I understand that I am alone.  I just don’t want to show up to a place where it constantly reminds me.  This restlessness has extended at home as well.  Even in my room I can’t sit still.  I want out.  It’s driving me insane.  Like I need to be somewhere, but I just don’t know where.  Somewhere far from here.  I hate how they stare.  They rarely do it, but when they do, it’s always in disgust.  I don’t want to be here anymore.  I want out.  Where can I go?  Thank you for listening.

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Alexdcops 5/28/2016 - 7:38 pm

🙁

Cordless 5/28/2016 - 7:42 pm

I have the same dichotomy myself.

I resent being alone, yet it irritates me to be in a crowd of people.

And to see people together, enjoying one another’s company, really happy and loved….
Ouch.
I understand.
The other day I realized that when I see married couples holding hands, it makes me cry. They have something I will never get to have.

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