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Dear Past

by aspie

Dear past

How long will your torment last

Everytime we meet there is such a storm, its destroys everything I just earned

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I love you past

You are all I have ever had

You were my light

I forgive you… Please forgive me

Its for the best

I now put our relationship to rest

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aspie 5/18/2016 - 11:24 pm

If you ask me; there’s no better way to vent then by writing a poam….

But that’s just me.

tbh I have made huge strides in dealing with everything, this morning I lost my cool though.

whiskered-fish 5/18/2016 - 11:29 pm

Hey, aspie. I’m glad that you’ve found an outlet for your frustrations. I agree, writing is a great venting tool. What happened this morning, though?

aspie 5/18/2016 - 11:52 pm

I bottled up resentment from all my family members for the past month and a half.

This morning though I was woken up by my younger sister cooking… I was annoyed but I didn’t say anything I just stayed in bed.

But 15 minute after she was done There were probably 30 bull frogs crooking and it was poring rain (I live in a sunroom in Florida). I was able to take two hours of this until I cursed out the frogs (they stopped).

I now have a plan for what to do when something like this happens.

whiskered-fish 5/19/2016 - 12:03 am

Haha. The situation isn’t funny, but the fact that you got the bull frogs to shut up by yelling at them is.

Anyway, so what’s your plan?

aspie 5/19/2016 - 12:49 am

Well I wrote this poam feeling discouraged, ashamed and angry… But also somewhat open and somewhat willing to move forward once again.

I’m a Christian again, my faith had to be hit with a defibrillator… But here I am.

Here’s what that means…
* My role model is Jesus Christ.

* I’m part of something much larger then myself.

* He keeps hope alive in dark times and always greats me with open arms.

* He holds me accountable but shows mercy when I repent.

* He’s pure in a tainted society.

* Gives my life purpose
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That should have been in a another post but oh well.

My whole life is long and complicating so my posts have to be as well.

*****To answer your question I plan to live in the moment.*****

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