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Holding Myself Back

by Help...me

This morning I found myself clutching my wrist. There was a bag of razors in the bathroom, my dad was watchin tv, it wouldn’t have been hard to just end it all right there. I dont want to kill myself, I want to be killed. I pray for someone to just run me over, to get my kidnapped by terrorists and shot in the head. I want someone to just do me a favor. Am I being selfish for wanting to leave my family? Do people on this earth really need me or am I just flattering myself? I just dont know anymore. I give up…

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stellaeric 5/22/2016 - 1:56 pm

I’m so sorry you feel this way. I think you’re asking the wrong question though. I think the test is whether people want you around even when they don’t need you, and I’m sure they do. I don’t even know you, but your caring for others shines through.

Help...me 5/26/2016 - 8:50 am

🙂 :/

Koiffee 5/22/2016 - 2:12 pm

I feel the exact same way…
I don’t comment often because I’m really scared and I don’t think I am of any help to anyone, but please stay strong…

Help...me 5/26/2016 - 8:49 am

Thanks:) trying

LostKat 5/22/2016 - 2:24 pm

I know how you feel. I don’t really want to die either, but i would like a break. From mostly everything really. Ive had the same thoughts, a lot actually, i can’t do it myself so why not let someone else who has the guts. It never happens though. I agree with stellaeric though, if those people only need you around and don’t want you, then they don’t deserve you. By the way, you deserve to be deserved.

Help...me 5/26/2016 - 8:49 am

Thank you

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