- I actually want to leave my entire life story here, so for the ones who care:
The first of February, 2001, i was born. People were happy. People said they loved me and how adorable i was.
I actually was a happy kid and it seemed to go all good ways with my life. Untill..
…We moved to another city. I have a very dry skin and i talked a little different from the kids there. Nobody wanted to come near me; they thought my skin condition could kill them or so. I know it sounds pathetic, but as a 7 year old, and a new one, its pretty damn fucked to see nobody dares to touch you.
So eventually people noticed they could touch me, which was nice, but they still didn’t really seem to like me. But oh well i had some people to talk to. Untill one girl started joking about my skin again. Since my skin was so dry, i left skinflakes and scratched alot. So she scratched her arms, making a scratching sound and sang: Let it snow! Ghh ghh! LET IT SNOWW!
That kept going for a while. But then, all of a sudden.. Older kids started picking on me too.. They would chase me and scream: SLUT! SLUT! SLUT! All together and nobody seemed to care about me, not even the teachers.
When I went to middle school, i felt like i could start all over again.. So i did. I tried my best to be liked. And i guess i kinda was.. So i felt safe to become me a little more again.. Which i shouldnt have done! They started hating me again. I got bullied again. And the fact that i am bisexual, doesnt really help. It went on for two more years, and then i had to change schools ( this is something in our school system)
Once i started at that other school, i decided to start all over again, but stay how they wanted me this time. I was pretty happy at this point: i had my two best friends with me too. Until…
…one of them started to reveal who she really was.. This is a complicated thing.. So let me say it short and as clear as possible: she is a kinda girl who needs 100% of your attention. Like she is a queen or so. And then i got a boyfriend.. The guy ive liked for almost 2 years! I was so happy! Untill she started ruining it.. She wanted me to hang out with her everythime she felt like it. She couldnt stand me being friends with other people too, so she turned in into an evil *****. ( i dont call people names that fast, but she has done so much to me) she randomly started to punch me as i walked by.. She wrote my name and phone number everywhere throughout school.. “Text this whore” “This slut fucks for free” “she’ll send nudes because she is soooo desperate for attention”. I decided to ignore her. I’m not really hurt by what she does. I’m just so incredibely angry at her. So she is a *****. I know. But there was a second best friend.. I really trusted her. I really felt safe with her.. But i found out that today.. She stooped as low as ***** #1… That did hurt.. Now i have nobody anymore. Except one girl and my boyfriend.
This was kinda it.. All i wanted to say. Thanks for reading it..