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I Feel Sick

by Zetsumei

So once again, sleep is both my seducer and my tormentor. Tempting me with the taste of an eternal requiem for a lullaby but sapping my strength to fall into that eternal requiem, as well. What a cruel mistress she is.

Heh, it’s gotten to the point I even realize that the words, “Happy Mother’s Day” from my mouth might as well be “I hate you and go die!” My mother even saw this hidden tab while I was signing my great-grandmother’s card… I really am an awful person…

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rocketman 5/8/2016 - 7:40 pm

Zetsumei, My buddy i don’t know what to say? Only one word comes to mind, ANGER Management!

Zetsumei 5/9/2016 - 12:50 am

That’s two words, Rocketman… Besides, the only family member I might enjoy killing is my father. The rest I know that even if I don’t kill them physically, they will still die spiritually… Hell, I even know that person whom I hate the most is myself. For all of my sins and for everything I’ve destroyed out of hatred or possibly fear.

whiskered-fish 5/8/2016 - 9:33 pm

I am not sure that I’m following you. How is you saying “Happy Mother’s Day” like saying “I hate you and go die!”? Is it because you actually hate her?

Zetsumei 5/9/2016 - 12:58 am

I’m saying that I’m so apathetic, so dead inside that I might as well be saying something awful to her. I don’t know if I hate anyone but myself to be honest. Sure I dislike the fact stupid warmongers like Trump and Jong-Un are allowed to gain power but that is just something that can’t be changed.

Maybe I just want to leave this hypocritical plane of existence and hope that once I die, my conscious will also cease to exist.

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