It was a secret

mother has been in the hospital for the last three days they thought she had a stroke or a heart attack . my mother has had paraplegic migraines and sist on the center of her  brain . She was been sick since I was 10 or 11. ..now if she has relapased She will be like she was before was really bad I dont remember much becuase I shut those memories away.

Now the doctor said he found scaring on the brain the was scaring from the past but it might be new or if the sist grew that will be brain surgery.

There was no heart attack or stoke just a server panic attack wich cuased those symptoms . she is doing a catherization later this week .

My mother in law says she dint know but I feel she is lieing.

She said if its bad she will put me on a plane home if need.

Now when I called my brother he sqeuled everything and he was told not to tell me or my sister . my dad text me and got mad at me for not knowing wtf how was I supposed to know .

Im so worried and at the same time I want die .