General Meeting tonight by whydoiwantto 5/15/2016 written by whydoiwantto 5/15/2016 Going to a meeting tonight. Pretty nervous. But these drugs have got a hold on me and all my friends use… Might be nice to meet some sober people. holdMeetingnervousniceprettytonight 3 comments 0 Email Related posts a minor relapse 2/9/2023 2/8/2023 Protected: 2/8/2023 parasite 2/8/2023 Unloved, Crushing Loneliness 2/8/2023 2/7/2023 Collecting Dust 2/7/2023 2/7/2023 Hell is other people 2/7/2023 poisoned water 2/7/2023 3 comments Soco 5/15/2016 - 4:02 pm Well done wdiwt. I went to one last night in Australia. Was good after the weekend relapse I had. Anyway stay strong yeah. Log in to Reply 4beyondhelp 5/15/2016 - 5:07 pm good luck! Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 5/15/2016 - 5:19 pm The good things about NA and AA is you will have one hour where you won’t be using. Keep stringing that together and you may have a day, then a week. Still sobriety is a journey not a destination. Just keep walking forward, even if it feels like you are walking in place. When I tried to stop drinking it was the most lonely thing I ever did. I didn’t realize that all my friends were binge drinkers just like me and I had no idea what to do if I wasn’t drinking or blind drunk. I mean what do normal folks do? It took me a lot of years to be okay with doing normal things without adding all kinds of chemicals to the mix. I still slip up sometimes. I still binge sometimes, not proud of it, but it keeps me from just jumping into a bottle of tequila for weeks on end, which would destroy my life. I’m really happy for you. And proud. Even if you don’t make it tonight, even if you don’t go inside to the meeting, you are trying, and trying is a step forward. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.