Man oh man I surely miss those times before I was born, felling nothing, no hunger, no thirst, no emotions and times flew bye so fast don’t you think guys ?
So yeah I really want to go back to those good days, I don’t want a paradise or hell, I don’t want to be conscious, maybe because I fear to see my family from the otherworld.
But jeez it is so tempting, the good old days, jokes on me if we live again the same life.
so yeah, loosing it soon as time goes bye and as the gun locker laughs at me.
If anyone wants to know if I will do it try to read the saarbrücker zeitung or rather republicain lorrain, in a month or so gonna do it probably.
The reason I’ll do it in a month is because a good friend will come and I will tell her what I feel for her, and whatever happens next I’m gonna feel bad so yeah keep an eye out for me so you can tell the others that I failed, maybe makes a good story if I had done more.