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by J Doe

Hello.  It’s been a little while.  It’s testing week.  Had to study.  Should be studying.  Wanted to do a quick post.  This post is going to be dumb and whiny.  Please don’t be mad.  I can’t handle it when girls smile at me.  It bothers me.  A part of me thinks that she might like me or think I’m attractive.  Then the bigger part of me thinks that’s stupid and would never happen.  I really don’t know how to talk to or be around girls.  I can’t really even handle it if they look in my direction.  This one girl I don’t even know that well keeps looking in my direction and it kills me.  I know I’m not attractive or even that nice.  I’m a pretty shitty guy.  Thing is that part of me that has that bit of hope keeps scrapping in my mind.  Keeps popping up and annoying me.  I hate it.  Even if a girl was interested, for whatever bizarre reason, there’s nothing I can do about it.  Too much baggage.  Too afraid that she would realize that she is wrong.  What if I have a panic attack when she is around?  Too much baggage.  I doubt I would even make a good guy.  Sorry for the whiny post.  Won’t post for a while.  I have tests.  Need to study. Bye.

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Itscolourlife 3/6/2018 - 3:20 pm

Just be yourself !!
If she really like you nothing will change
I have many friend like that before in highschool and they change a lot now when they are older
Dont worry ! You can pass it too !!
Oh and dont forget to love yourself !! Believe what its right and do it on your own way !!

Itscolourlife 3/6/2018 - 3:22 pm

*I have many friends like you

flutterby 3/6/2018 - 5:09 pm

You need some girls you can practice talking too.

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