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So here i am again…

by Ryed

This year i will die. That is my resolve and it will not change anymore.

However i got myself into a responsibility mess by adopting two kitties and that is why i cannot or rather do not want to make it an obvious suicide. Ideally i want terminal cancer, and i’ve done some research on how to get it despite being as healthy as i am, but i’d like more input.

Do you think radiation from exposure to 2 or so americum 241 would be enough to give me cancer? I’m thinking of putting it in my water every time i drink, basically.

If not then what would you say would be a good way to make suicide look natural?

Any help regarding this is much appreciated.


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playdead4fun 5/23/2016 - 3:12 pm

Well…they say rat poi son is very efficient.

A bit a day and you pass away!

Ryed 5/23/2016 - 3:17 pm

Yeah, maybe, but i’d have to research that one. At least i know am241 can cause cancer for sure when ingested.

Hazy Day Sunflower 5/23/2016 - 5:34 pm

Where in christ did you get the am241???

Hazy Day Sunflower 5/23/2016 - 5:40 pm

Wait don’t answer I figured it out. O.o

Hazy Day Sunflower 5/23/2016 - 5:41 pm

If you care about your cats don’t use tjis m@thod. It can kill them.

Ryed 5/23/2016 - 8:13 pm

I’m not going to do anything negative to them except for leaving them, but they’ll have a home with a caring person for certain anyway. Only i will handle the am241, no one else.

rocketman 5/23/2016 - 6:59 pm

Ryed, GIVE YOURSELF CANCER!!! AWWW! That’s a bad idea! the idea of suicide is to end your suffering not make it worse!!! WTF would you call that? SLOW SUICIDE???

PhantomCitizen43 5/23/2016 - 7:17 pm

Getting cancer is probably worse then death.

Ryed 5/23/2016 - 8:16 pm

Guys, it’s my death. My choice to go however i want to. And i sincerely do prefer cancer. It gives me a chance to leave things in order and sort out the responsibility thing. Cancer is absolutely nothing compared to what i have and am still going through, so to me anything at all is an improvement.

rocketman 5/23/2016 - 8:26 pm

Ryed “Any help regarding this is much appreciated.” So you asked what we thought 🙂

Ok I don’t care for your method, making it look natural? that’s about as natural looking as it gets, you would have to destroy all research your computer, i would destroy the computer and buy a new one, that would make since, a missing computer is a red flag! i would not talk about it any further.

They Call Me Amy 5/23/2016 - 8:47 pm

I don’t encourage sucide, and I think getting help is always good, but it’s your death like you said, however cancer isn’t the best way to just end your life, there are less agressive methods. Cancer it’s such a sad disease, it will only make your mind and body suffer more, sometimes the cancer it’s fast and sometimes it’s slow, anyways, it’s horrific.

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