Have you ever felt like banging your head on a wall till it splits open? I’m just tired of trying to explain what is going on in my head. it feels as if there are three people living in my head, the goody two shoes, the evil bastard and last the one who just does not give a fuck. To be honest, the last one is the one i feel most comfortable with, the other two are just facades of an outward nature. Why cant i feel happiness? what the fuck is wrong with me, why is it that i cant find a smile in goodness? Why does it feel like literally banging my head on the wall is the only way to get some feeling other than despair.
I’m so fucking done with this shit
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Hey reaver,
I can totally understand that what you feel like, actually I was just about to post almost exactly the same as you did just now.
I’m very sorry for the situation you’re in at the moment, believe me I know how its like.
So unfortunately I also have to say that I have no real advice for you except for trying to hold on as well as possible, even though it feels like you achieve nothing at all. I know this is probably one of the shittiest piece of advice someone could think of but I also know nothing else…
All the best for you and try to keep fighting
I can relate to both of you. I feel the same. I want to bang m head on a wall until i pass out. I hope it is temporary but at least in my situation its gonna take a while until i find some peace.
Thank you both. I pray we all find some peace
I feel the same. You’ve put more into words than I’ve managed so far.