Title says all. I’m becoming an idiot… My minds always in a blur to the point of forgetting. I’ve forgotten words, memories and plenty of other things like how to communicate with others. When I try to act smart I always turn out dumb, my friends make sure of it. They make me feel as though I’m an embarrassment. A shame. Not to long ago I had a hard time understanding the tv show I was watching. It took me a whole 10 seconds to process what they had said as well as what was going on. I don’t know what’s going on with me. It’s never happened before. I don’t want to lose the memories of information I need to learn but it’s happening. Little by little I’m becoming what I feel is going to be brain dead, and my mom doesn’t even bother to take me to get it checked out. Not even when I have the painful headaches that follow up.