I started one of the same drugs that the only person who’s ever cared got me out of. Nothing is left and I don’t think I can go on much longer. I’m sorry for everything I’ve ever done. Why am I not aloud to say that to their faces? I don’t think the war is over and I’m losing. I’m losing so bad, I’m surprised I’m still alive. I should have gone through with it years ago. One O.D. and I could’ve been gone. Safe. Free. Finally at peace. If I can’t have forgiveness, give me bliss. Give me peace just long enough to say “I beat this hell.”
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I am sorry to hear that you fell back into using drugs. I’ve been there. I’d quit for awhile and then fall back into using without a single thought as to what I was doing. The last time I used drugs I suffered permanent damage to my brain. My thinking skills are slow and my memory is terrible, which makes watching a movie frustrating and sad. The suffering I have from this is a living hell. I would hate to see you suffer in any way, especially if it is do to drug use.
Stay healthy and continue to fight on the bumpy road of life.
110% agree. Ods are shifty for survivors bud