Mylife was happy b4 i came with him, all he ever do is beat and calls me stink names, and hes family wishes i was dead. It looks like he never wants to be with me. I feel aline and abondon, like i dont belong in this world. I took sleeping pills so i wouldnt feel the pain. 25 pills and it didnt work. My child does see me crying and tells me not to cry that i will be happy one day, and shes only 3.
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Sounds like you are in an abusive relationship. My advice is to get out of that relationship ASAP.
Do it for yourself and for your little one. You dont want your child growing up watching you be a victim like that. Its not healthy to stay in a relationship like that.
I was in a relationship like that years ago and I can tell you it makes everything worse. It is hard to get out of because of the fear of being alone or the fear of the unknown. It took a while after I got out of the relationship to realize how much better it was without him.
If you cant do it for yourself think of it this way. If your child grows up thinking this is normal, they may just accept the same from their relationships when they are older.
If you need help google battered women shelters. It may be scary but it can save your life and the life of your child if he is abusive.
Keep in mind you deserve better. (yes you really do)
Not sure why the link I put here to give you a place to find help was put in moderation but if it is not here when you come back please check pending posts. I hope the best for you.