It’s just me, myself and I

I realize methods are against site rules, so I won’t mention methods. But it’s for real this time. I have a plan. Once the summer is over, I’m crashing at my dads place to watch the house. Thanksgiving is the last day on this earth for this weary soul. It may be selfish but I’m tired of it all.
The other day I wrecked my mom’s car. I barely have enough to cover the fucking mirror not even the door. So college is out the door. I had to turn down a great job opportunity because it’s in the city and my mom said I can’t take it. Nothing is looking up. I’d rather drown it all out but I don’t drink.
My hopes and dreams end in the heart of a graveyard.