I’m still suicidal, just not enough to act on it.
I’ve changed I guess it’s not enough.
My ambitions, well they’re not enough.
Nobody is helping me, well not enough.
I’ve reached out, guess maybe not enough.
Maybe they care , just not enough.
I got a lil money, just not enough.
Got a few smokes, of course, not enough.
Even when I feel OK, it’s just not enough.
So, I guess I can’t honestly say I’ve had enough. I haven’t.
It seems I want it all. At this point, I don’t care what. Just give me all of it. Be it suicide, freedom, happiness. Makes no difference. I just want 100% of something.
PS. We miss you Cordless. Thy Queen of the Suicidal. You’ve grown to be one of my best friends. I may be ingongnito for a bit.
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So you had enough of not getting enough, i got enough! enough shit to last a life time 🙂 actually i have everything i want, but then again i don’t want much, a bottle of vodka, smokes, and a fucking sandwich oh yeah! i almost forgot! a cup of coffee, a glass of milk, a bag of potatoes chips, a candy bar, oh and cats that bites my ankles and steal my food, i got a stomachache from the sandwich now! wow! real sharp pains!! i think i over did it!!! AUGH!!!!
Pretty sure that is a rolling stones song.
If it isn’t, it should be.
I wan to drink. I can’t drink. So I wait until everyone is asleep. Then I drink. 😀
I want to drink. I can’t drink. So I wait until everyone is asleep. Then I drink. 😀
(**lengthy hug of gratitude**)
Thank you.
For everything.
Really.