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by Wintergirl

Just wanted to say I’ve been lurking and barely commenting lately. I’ve had a lot on my mind. Work has stressed me out. I’ve been wishing I had the nerve to reach out to someone. I’m just too afraid.  I hate myself for that. It always seems to  backfire. So I stay where it’s safe. I’ve been so sad and tired lately too. Sick as well. Wishing like crazy I could just die already because I hate feeling so horrible and unable to fix anything.  But at the same time, I wish things could just get better too. That’s life I guesss…

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Shephard 6/23/2016 - 4:16 am

…thought I was the only one on this boat.

I’d reach out like I used to do… but there comes a point where either you yourself (me) can find the intestinal fortitude to pull for’d or you just continue to silently watch on as you steadily decay from existence. It’s time like these where a person can find themselves — either climbing back out of what ever hole they’d dug into, or covered in six feet of earth and pushing daisies.

In your case, I can only hope for the former. But in case none of this shit makes sense, lemme just say… Don’t think too much about it, okay? Anyway, I wish you good health in the meantime.

Stay safe

gkks 6/23/2016 - 6:09 am

It seems that we have some problems in common. I wish I could give some advice or at least some positive words. Just try to walk through this. I wish you all the best.

shatterediris 6/23/2016 - 8:05 am

awwww sorry to hear that you are sick on top of everything else…. that’s like the worst thing 🙁 hope you get well soon…. Also I hope that everything else starts going more well for you too. ^_^

dreamer123 6/23/2016 - 9:25 am

“things could just get better too. That’s life”
This is true. Just be positive.

Wintergirl 6/24/2016 - 1:19 am

Yeah, thank you all. Seriously. I’m feeling better, atleast more stable. Sometimes that’s all you can hope for.

I can work with more stable.

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