Can I Just Ask?

I apologize if this isn’t an appropriate question or you can’t answer it or something, let me know, but I was just wondering, have we lost anyone here on SP? I only ask out of curiosity, and I was thinking back to when I first joined here and there was this group of the same people that I would read posts from often and they would respond to mine and they actually helped me quite a bit, I know a few of them are still here but I don’t know, maybe I just come on at the wrong times? I miss those people that actually gave me good hope and related to me on things, just wondering if we’ve lost anyone to suicide or they just disappeared, if so, may they be safe and happy. Peace and love, Hailee.