deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)7/17/2016 - 10:17 am
If i live long enough to get the gun i will use it while jumping off a small bridge they wont see my body. @hazy to accept myself for what I am is to kill myself. I’ve always been suicidal and alone its about time i die
Hi deadmanliving. gosh you are in a state this week. I don’t have any easy answers. Except I am thinking of you today. Thinking that you find peace, regardless what that means. I selfishly would like for you to find peace and remain in this world. Peace with yourself. Accepting yourself for who you are, regardless of what that is. When I think of you I think of the measuring stick you use against yourself daily never realizing that the folks you are measuring yourself agains are these one dimensional cut out representations of humans. I can never hope to know another human as well as I know myself. Most of the folks I see out there seem happier or better off than I am, mental health wise.
However, I can never hope to know them. Not really. I can’t even hope to really know the folks I have invited into my life, my intimate relationships. Even those folks seem one dimensional to me. I have no connection to them most days. I put my measuring stick away a while ago. Gave up trying and now just float through life.
My hope is you too can put away the measuring stick and float through life. Accepting yourself.
i’m fine!!! don’t worry about me!! 🙂 OK i got jealous! i’m worried about deadman too! you have a big heart! i don’t know how the rest of your organs can even fit 🙂
ha ha! if you noticed it’s hard to see! there is a mic in my hand! i’m am singing! i’m not a pretty singer i’m very visual!! you can picture me running around too! singing songs like rebel yell billy idol, that was my logo several years ago. but yeah it does look like i’m yelling!!! 🙂 IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR SHE WANTS MORE! MORE! MORE! WITH A REBEL YELL! SHE WANTS MORE! MORE! MORE!! WWAAAAAOOOOOHH!!!! 🙂
i do! i have to control the distance of the mic! hold it back a foot sometimes, people like to see me scream! i can sing beautiful love songs but the the crowed doesn’t want me too! when it comes to me they like a show, which is a bummer sometimes, other people get to take it easy but me!!! they get disappointed if i do that!!!
well my style is different not constantly screaming, what i do is start off easy then go from slow to hi gear! i don’t stay mono tone, i throw on a few extra generators and it’s kind of shock and aww! it’s my style.
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I just emailed him, because a saw his post, no answer yet.
I have recent comments im unfortunately alive. Within the next month I’ll buy a gun and end it all
If you are going to it please don’t were your family members can find your body. They will be scared for life of images of your dead body
If i live long enough to get the gun i will use it while jumping off a small bridge they wont see my body. @hazy to accept myself for what I am is to kill myself. I’ve always been suicidal and alone its about time i die
Hi deadmanliving. gosh you are in a state this week. I don’t have any easy answers. Except I am thinking of you today. Thinking that you find peace, regardless what that means. I selfishly would like for you to find peace and remain in this world. Peace with yourself. Accepting yourself for who you are, regardless of what that is. When I think of you I think of the measuring stick you use against yourself daily never realizing that the folks you are measuring yourself agains are these one dimensional cut out representations of humans. I can never hope to know another human as well as I know myself. Most of the folks I see out there seem happier or better off than I am, mental health wise.
However, I can never hope to know them. Not really. I can’t even hope to really know the folks I have invited into my life, my intimate relationships. Even those folks seem one dimensional to me. I have no connection to them most days. I put my measuring stick away a while ago. Gave up trying and now just float through life.
My hope is you too can put away the measuring stick and float through life. Accepting yourself.
i’m fine!!! don’t worry about me!! 🙂 OK i got jealous! i’m worried about deadman too! you have a big heart! i don’t know how the rest of your organs can even fit 🙂
How are you rocketman your avatar makes it seem like you are always yelling everything
ha ha! if you noticed it’s hard to see! there is a mic in my hand! i’m am singing! i’m not a pretty singer i’m very visual!! you can picture me running around too! singing songs like rebel yell billy idol, that was my logo several years ago. but yeah it does look like i’m yelling!!! 🙂 IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR SHE WANTS MORE! MORE! MORE! WITH A REBEL YELL! SHE WANTS MORE! MORE! MORE!! WWAAAAAOOOOOHH!!!! 🙂
The mic still makes it look like you are yelling lol. Like you are screaming into the mic.
i do! i have to control the distance of the mic! hold it back a foot sometimes, people like to see me scream! i can sing beautiful love songs but the the crowed doesn’t want me too! when it comes to me they like a show, which is a bummer sometimes, other people get to take it easy but me!!! they get disappointed if i do that!!!
well my style is different not constantly screaming, what i do is start off easy then go from slow to hi gear! i don’t stay mono tone, i throw on a few extra generators and it’s kind of shock and aww! it’s my style.