Another fight with the family due to lack of communication and honesty. This trend is old news and I fear it could tear the very fabric of what’s actually left of them. I have been destroyed to the point I can’t even remember how long this has been occurring, years I think. I can’t say for sure due to the fact that I can’t recollect anything between the years 2012 and 2015. It seems like cycles of alternating disappointments that occur every 3 years. 2006, 2009, 2012, 2015. I don’t want to know what’s next. I have found a way to end the cycle and put things in the right direction. I can’t live like this anymore.