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Even my Brain is Rebelling Now

by Zetsumei

I don’t know if the story I’m going to tell is actually real or just a really creepy, life-like dream. Anyway, it is pretty messed up even to someone as disturbed as me… Which is saying a lot since I desensitized myself to gore and horror.

The story is my mom was telling me my best friend’s father died on the drive home after we finished up helping at my grandparent’s house. Said friend is the one who lost one of his youngest brothers to cancer only months before. The father died of cancer and the church directly or indirectly caused his death. I can’t tell if that story actually happened or if it was just a weird dream. If it was a dream, why would I dream about my friend suffering more? On the other hand, if it was real, why am I having such a difficult time remembering something that only happened a week prior!?

Shit, I hope that it’s just a bad dream… Even I have to acknowledge the fact my friend suffered enough. I just needed to release my fear since I couldn’t really voice them to my family. They don’t need to know how far gone I really am when there is honestly no way of saving me from the evil inside.

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SadPotato 7/7/2016 - 4:25 pm

You can always just check on your friend to see if it’s true or not?

Zetsumei 7/7/2016 - 6:58 pm

I’ve never been one for tact so I’ll no doubt come off as insensitive. Besides, it will be awkward asking a Christian son if the church was responsible for somehow killing his father… Sadly, I can already tell how I feel about the situation or in this case, lack there of.

shatterediris 7/7/2016 - 8:00 pm

That sounds like quite an awful thing to be confused about…. I would recommend maybe asking your mother if that happened…. But if you don’t want to do that, maybe you can find a way to spend some time with your friend and use that time spent with them figuring out if their father is dead or not -_- I had a few very simmillar experiences, once I spent about 4 months thinking my sister was dead due to a dream then got really confused to find out that she was alive -_- It would have been easier to wrap my head around her being alive if I had just asked somebody right away to confirm that or not.

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