So after 3 phone calls to the state about my insurance i found the letter they said I had received. Low and behold it’s the same fucking number. They can help me they’re just refusing.
So my insurance will be canceled next month. I’ll be 8 months pregnant. My 2 year old also won’t receive any coverage.
Why is this good news?
I have 0 income but foodstamps, no property of any kind, and 0 in a bank account. All the hospitals can do is trash my already trashed credit. I’ll receive prenatal care and birth them in exchange for credit points.
It also means I won’t be able to continue mental health treatment. Which is fine I have no plans to fight my way through postpartum depression if I have it.
My newest stipulation is no attempts only success. My first solid attempt would’ve been successful had I gone through with it according to my research. Knowing I can finally commit suicide brings comfort.