( Inspired by the beautiful animated films by Miyazaki. I present a drawing of Totoro and Catbus! Enjoy<3)
I’ve been happy or.. At least carefree for a while even though I barely had any communication with anyone for the past months.. I started to feel strong, like I could do anything and honestly not give a sh*t about what people think.. But all of a sudden i feel my depression creeping back up on me. I’m scared. I don’t want to feel depressed anymore. I WANT TO BE HAPPY. But how can I be happy when I have no one to love? To share my life and memories with.. It’ll be harder than ever after that son of a b**ch ruined my trust with others. I NEED someone with me now more than ever.. But unfortunately I will never find that person or group of people.. I’m sure my depression will take my life if not now, then later in life..
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At-least your doing what you love which is great death will come eventually either self inflicted or external situations unseen. In any case I feel the same way big fan of art from different countries and seeing each part of the world thrills me in which having a vision no matter how long it takes makes me give it a go even if everything seems impossible in my life.
Good to see a fan of Miyazaki on SP. Nice drawing.
It’s ok to be alone, you’ll discover more about yourself and your likes and dislikes. Try to relax for now and when you don’t feel desperate to have somebody in your life (because if you are, you’ll attract the wrong types), then start talking to new people and maybe you’ll meet someone who could become a potential romantic p.artner.
Cute drawing, thanks for sharing with us.
that is a cool drawing!! thanks for posting it. I always like to see art and creativity here at the SP forum. Its really well done. thanks
keep up the good work,